I found a meme on Facebook that had read “ no matter how much you sleep you will always feel tired if your soul is what’s tired “. That hit a nerve with me; my soul is extremely tired.
About 8 months ago my spirit and heart was broken and hasn’t fully been repaired. That damaged my soul as well. I have not been myself completely since. I am constantly tired, I don’t “ feel “ my smile, There is still a small ache in my heart daily.
It’s time to repair my soul. I need to sit back and reflect the good there is in my life, smudge out the negative, do for myself. I honestly cannot keep going on with a tired soul.
Part of my problem is I feel too much, if you are hurting well I hurt too. If you cry, I cry. I take in too many feelings. I have to learn to control that part of me and not let it overwhelm me. I love too hard, I need to control that as well. I fall too fast, that shit needs to be contained !
I have to stop giving so much of myself to people who take me for granted. I spread myself thin as it is with my kids. Life goes by quickly and one never knows when it’s our last day here so it needs to be enjoyed not miserable and so ....tired.
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